[Se02Ep03] hippopotamus takes wing

01/19/202401/19/2024 — .TXT — 1 min read

somehow my freedom is here after that substack post…I realized that, first and foremost, to be open with myself. not to be afraid to shrug at strangers and accept their […]

[se02ep00] HIYA, welcome to season two and a new year.

01/01/202401/01/2024 — .TXT — 1 min read

Hello to ones who already in new year or still waiting for new ones …. So unexpectedly (for some) the NGHTWLKR season has started, there will be sessions every three […]

[se01ep28] the first portion of the holidays is almost over

12/26/202312/26/2023 — .TXT — 1 min read

as always, I was left alone, and slept most of the time. after an unsuccessful (almost) trip, I feel that I need to cancel everything again and work from home, […]

[Se01ep23] insomnia and sleep

12/10/202301/02/2024 — .TXT — 1 min read

sometimes all at once, I get a strange feeling when sleep turns into insomnia and the world fades into wakefulness.sometimes all at once, my life becomes incomprehensible even to myself, […]

[se01ep21] Who am I (from the comic strip about myself)

12/05/202312/05/2023 — .TXT — 1 min read

hiding behind many names, nicknames, and names, trying to find myself and my life, I’m a real “do you see me” life advocate, and if you “see” me, I’ll run […]

[se01ep19] blessing

12/01/202312/01/2023 — .TXT — 1 min read

it’s a blessing to be around people who admire you, with whom you get angry, but in the end, you reconcile again and again.it’s a blessing to be around people […]

Cyber Heroes, The Book – Chapter 1 – The Virtual Realm

11/21/202311/20/2023 — .TXT, CyberHeroes — 6 min read

The Virtual Realm was a realm of wonder and danger, and it needed protectors—guardians who would stand against the digital threats that lurked in the shadows. These guardians were known […]

[New Book] Title: Cyber Heroes: Guardians of the Game Universe

11/20/2023 — .TXT — 3 min read

Book Chapters The Virtual Realm Enter the Cyber Heroes Unraveling the Digital Enigma Battling the Byte Beasts The Code Conundrum Holographic Heist Virtual Versus Reality The Network of Shadows Firewall […]

[se01ep16] Work after work, project after project (and fail after fail)

11/20/2023 — .TXT — 1 min read

this week was the first IGNITE_FM 80*s virtual party, that we fail miserably. we decided to put it on TWTV, and it was our first mistake. the second mistake that […]

[se01ep15] Catch a star and blow leaves for me

11/12/202311/12/2023 — .TXT — 1 min read

let me calm down for there is so much noise and confusion in my world that I have already thought of surrendering to the land of blackness. let me calm […]

[se01ep14] ghosts and life on the edge (again)

11/11/2023 — .TXT — 1 min read

I feel like the train of life is hitting me harder and harder and I struggle to recover from each blow. every such blow destroys confidence both in oneself and […]

[seep13] my emotions

11/08/202311/08/2023 — .TXT, ETC.... — 2 min read

… the anxiety that controls me, I shut down and don’t want the world around, I’m scared for myself, that I don’t suffocate, that I don’t lose control and that […]

[se01ep12] i’m tired

11/04/202311/04/2023 — .TXT — 1 min read

I understand that sometimes I am a hard and cruel person, but sometimes in the blackness of my illness I give up from exhaustion. I’m tired of being a positive […]

[se01ep11] Morning train of thought: suicide is painless (really)

11/02/202311/02/2023 — .TXT — 2 min read

TW: Suicide. as someone who has attempted suicide three times, I say this is neither brave nor a way to solve problems. now it seems to me that there are […]