[se01ep21] Who am I (from the comic strip about myself)

12/05/202312/05/2023 — .TXT — 1 min read

hiding behind many names, nicknames, and names, trying to find myself and my life, I’m a real “do you see me” life advocate, and if you “see” me, I’ll run […]

[se01ep19] blessing

12/01/202312/01/2023 — .TXT — 1 min read

it’s a blessing to be around people who admire you, with whom you get angry, but in the end, you reconcile again and again.it’s a blessing to be around people […]

Cyber Heroes, The Book – Chapter 1 – The Virtual Realm

11/21/202311/20/2023 — .TXT, CyberHeroes — 6 min read

The Virtual Realm was a realm of wonder and danger, and it needed protectors—guardians who would stand against the digital threats that lurked in the shadows. These guardians were known […]

[New Book] Title: Cyber Heroes: Guardians of the Game Universe

11/20/2023 — .TXT — 3 min read

Book Chapters The Virtual Realm Enter the Cyber Heroes Unraveling the Digital Enigma Battling the Byte Beasts The Code Conundrum Holographic Heist Virtual Versus Reality The Network of Shadows Firewall […]

[se01ep16] Work after work, project after project (and fail after fail)

11/20/2023 — .TXT — 1 min read

this week was the first IGNITE_FM 80*s virtual party, that we fail miserably. we decided to put it on TWTV, and it was our first mistake. the second mistake that […]

[se01ep15] Catch a star and blow leaves for me

11/12/202311/12/2023 — .TXT — 1 min read

let me calm down for there is so much noise and confusion in my world that I have already thought of surrendering to the land of blackness. let me calm […]

[se01ep14] ghosts and life on the edge (again)

11/11/2023 — .TXT — 1 min read

I feel like the train of life is hitting me harder and harder and I struggle to recover from each blow. every such blow destroys confidence both in oneself and […]

[seep13] my emotions

11/08/202311/08/2023 — .TXT, ETC.... — 2 min read

… the anxiety that controls me, I shut down and don’t want the world around, I’m scared for myself, that I don’t suffocate, that I don’t lose control and that […]

[se01ep12] i’m tired

11/04/202311/04/2023 — .TXT — 1 min read

I understand that sometimes I am a hard and cruel person, but sometimes in the blackness of my illness I give up from exhaustion. I’m tired of being a positive […]

[se01ep11] Morning train of thought: suicide is painless (really)

11/02/202311/02/2023 — .TXT — 2 min read

TW: Suicide. as someone who has attempted suicide three times, I say this is neither brave nor a way to solve problems. now it seems to me that there are […]

[se01ep10] misunderstandings

11/02/202311/02/2023 — .TXT — 1 min read

my life is full of holes and fears that sometimes burst out with uncontrollable fire. I know that I cause fear and hell to other people.sometimes that self-fear does not […]

[se01ep09] something is wrong, listen to me…

10/29/202310/29/2023 — .TXT — 1 min read

met you today and saw how I was in my past, restless, breaking all possible rules of life and people…my life was resistant and not yielding to God who taught […]

[se01ep02] the world is going crazy

09/07/202309/07/2023 — .TXT — 1 min read

I realized that the crazy world is not for me anymore, when everything you build or try to discover is destroyed in a few moments of conversation, destroyed in a […]

[se00ep5] My Batlle: Life with Schizoafective Disorder

08/30/202308/30/2023 — .TXT — 3 min read

Living with schizoaffective disorder can be an incredibly challenging and complex experience. Schizoaffective disorder is a mental health condition that combines symptoms of schizophrenia, such as hallucinations, delusions, and disorganized […]