I feel like the train of life is hitting me harder and harder and I struggle to recover from each blow.

every such blow destroys confidence both in oneself and in other people, and there are even more questions (simple and not so) and the answers are decreasing every day.

I made a decision not to move out of the boarding house until “protected housing” is available, but I feel like my decision and attitude are being checked again and again by those who should help me, or at least not hinder me.

I have now realized that my trust in other people will lead me to destruction once, but I can’t do it otherwise…
for the sale of the computer I had to do something different, still get the money, and then return the item….. I know that now there is a risk that everything will be lost, both the computer and the money.