let me calm down for there is so much noise and confusion in my world that I have already thought of surrendering to the land of blackness.

let me calm down because my world is drifting further and further away from my reality and becoming a monster that I can’t control and everyone is suffering from it.

let me catch a star, be something to someone with someone, because now I have no reason to live. I don’t want to be. I just want to calm down.