it’s a blessing to be around people who admire you, with whom you get angry, but in the end, you reconcile again and again.it’s a blessing to be around people […]
[se01ep18] Diggest of Travel Posts from A.K Blog
eye level is my comfort zone… I’m a strange creature, but it’s good to be strange…yesterday, there was the Living Library, Create Culture Space in Vilnius.I like to have a […]
[se01ep17] Always Outsider, Never Outdone #1
two projects and one travel plan scheduled for the upcoming week or so… so I am looking forward to going back to Vilnius, to meet my old friends and make […]
Cyber Heroes, The Book – Chapter 1 – The Virtual Realm
The Virtual Realm was a realm of wonder and danger, and it needed protectors—guardians who would stand against the digital threats that lurked in the shadows. These guardians were known […]
[New Book] Title: Cyber Heroes: Guardians of the Game Universe
Book Chapters The Virtual Realm Enter the Cyber Heroes Unraveling the Digital Enigma Battling the Byte Beasts The Code Conundrum Holographic Heist Virtual Versus Reality The Network of Shadows Firewall […]
[se01ep16] Work after work, project after project (and fail after fail)
this week was the first IGNITE_FM 80*s virtual party, that we fail miserably. we decided to put it on TWTV, and it was our first mistake. the second mistake that […]
[se01ep15] Catch a star and blow leaves for me
let me calm down for there is so much noise and confusion in my world that I have already thought of surrendering to the land of blackness. let me calm […]
[se01ep14] ghosts and life on the edge (again)
I feel like the train of life is hitting me harder and harder and I struggle to recover from each blow. every such blow destroys confidence both in oneself and […]
[seep13] my emotions
… the anxiety that controls me, I shut down and don’t want the world around, I’m scared for myself, that I don’t suffocate, that I don’t lose control and that […]
[se01ep12] i’m tired
I understand that sometimes I am a hard and cruel person, but sometimes in the blackness of my illness I give up from exhaustion. I’m tired of being a positive […]
[se01ep11] Morning train of thought: suicide is painless (really)
TW: Suicide. as someone who has attempted suicide three times, I say this is neither brave nor a way to solve problems. now it seems to me that there are […]
[se01ep10] misunderstandings
my life is full of holes and fears that sometimes burst out with uncontrollable fire. I know that I cause fear and hell to other people.sometimes that self-fear does not […]
[se01ep09] something is wrong, listen to me…
met you today and saw how I was in my past, restless, breaking all possible rules of life and people…my life was resistant and not yielding to God who taught […]
[se01ep08] KMKDZ Mixtape vol.1 ( No time to Die)
http://nghtwlkr.channel-x.free.nf/y4k/kmkdz-mixtape-vol-1-no-time-to-die/ I created this playlist, inspired by one of my fellow streamer KamikadzeMixtape, and this now, how I feel…. something in these songs about suicide resonate with me… where are […]