sometimes all at once, I get a strange feeling when sleep turns into insomnia and the world fades into wakefulness.
sometimes all at once, my life becomes incomprehensible even to myself, when lessons about important things (for example, money) remain unlearned anyway.
today is one of those nights, nights when you get lost in yourself and your “crooked thoughts”, when creative thoughts start attacking you somewhere in the middle of the night, when the “morning tramp” comes out and it all starts on a day that I will count down…
maybe some will call it a hallucination, or the delusions of a person who hasn’t slept, but so be it…

may every morning, day and evening be like a “hallucination” of life, full of creativity, hope, love and what drives you in your life… I don’t want to be here, I want to live that illusion, maybe even through insomnia… .